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i searched "flash" in my gallery just to see how bad my old flash work was
oh my gOD

I hadn't looked at that stuff in years, and with good reason. Good LORD. GOOD LORD.
I want to give you examples, but I'd rather you suffer through it yourself if you're curious. Sorry in advance for the IMMENSE amount of second-hand embarrassment you are going to feel for me. It is SO bad.

(I mean it gets better later, but anything made in 2008 is absolutely cringe-worthy)

also a lot of my characters exhibited violent and unhealthy behaviors eurghrmr I'm so grossed out by myself fhngn



also i'm in london and the tube is on strike so i can't get anywhere right now which is why i'm digging through old deviantart garbage oh my gOD so bad

watch it to feel better about yourself

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I LOVE BEING PURPLE by WillowEscapee
I LOVE BEING PURPLE
I had to draw something nice for Pandapool because over the course of this trip I have been drawing the visual equivalent to soft fart noises of my own characters in his sketchbook and not really giving two shits about drawing something he'd actually want. So i burned a couple hours on this, avoiding work on my animation for class hgnngng

i've been in and out of really weird places all this past month, trying to deal simultaneously with being abroad and being isolated with a small group of people for an extended period of time. Kevin's been a champ at dealing with me causing problems (as I tend to be the cause of problems hoohoho) and he's stuck around even though I give him a lot of shit. I am the Lord of Perpetual Shit-Giving. It's a control thing etc etc personality trait blah blah blah I'm working on it and I'm sorry

I feel kindred to Kevin, as I tend to with people whose characters are just self-reflections, like mine all are. All of them. All of them are me. Surprise.

I have so much work to do that I'm not doing.

I should go do it now.

Sorry that my only draw to this site is when I have IRL friends who frequent it haha
All the people I meet nowadays stick around on tumblr gmngngngmggmgm so that's where I am
come check me out

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Creed Kiwis by WillowEscapee
Creed Kiwis
I never uploaded my creed kiwis??? No??

This one was my favorite. I don't like the color scheme as much as some of the other ones, but I really liked the message. It was one of those "Huh, that's actually kind of clever" pats-self-on-the-back moments. 

Anyways, you can catch the others here -> willowescapee.tumblr.com/post/… I might upload them later, but I'm not looking to spam with you with all of them in one day. I had four more I wanted to do, but finding time is hard!!! Ah!!!

catch u on the flip side
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meet the artist by WillowEscapee
meet the artist
it was a tumblr trend once and then i jumped on the train maybe a year late

i am sleepy and therefore more inclined to talk about myself
i used to do a lot of these "likes/dislikes" things when i was younger, i found, when i was digging through all my uncomfortably old art to dig up my old Flash projects to cringe at

i uh. i've changed quite a bit.

i’m normally not a slug, i did this while AE failed to render an animatic like five times

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  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: purity ring
i searched "flash" in my gallery just to see how bad my old flash work was
oh my gOD

I hadn't looked at that stuff in years, and with good reason. Good LORD. GOOD LORD.
I want to give you examples, but I'd rather you suffer through it yourself if you're curious. Sorry in advance for the IMMENSE amount of second-hand embarrassment you are going to feel for me. It is SO bad.

(I mean it gets better later, but anything made in 2008 is absolutely cringe-worthy)

also a lot of my characters exhibited violent and unhealthy behaviors eurghrmr I'm so grossed out by myself fhngn



also i'm in london and the tube is on strike so i can't get anywhere right now which is why i'm digging through old deviantart garbage oh my gOD so bad

watch it to feel better about yourself
cut your teeth by WillowEscapee
cut your teeth
honestly i just made this so i could talk about my OC somewhere in peace

i've been working with void a lot as a character, creating vector assets for them and such for my next animation piece, and, i don't know, i just got stuck in a loop thinking about how much of myself i put into my characters, as a lot of them end up to be literally a representation of me at some point. void is no exception.
it's pretty normal for me to make a male counterpart for my female characters, but, seeing as void has a fuzzy gender definition, a buff bird man horse took that role. and void became this independent figure who stopped trusting things and started having them stabbed instead. "independent" is a really loose term, seeing as they only really and fully trust the only being they can communicate with, who is said bird man horse. so independence becomes fuzzy, too. Like are we really independent beings who can survive solely on our own? *takes long, metaphorical drag from philosophical cigarette*

i went through the awful experience of having to give my ex-boyfriend relationship advice over the summer, and it kind of followed me. we hadn't spoke for months prior, and i had changed into an entirely different person because of what i can mostly blame on a French guy who made pancakes and gave life advice. i said to my ex, when he told me all about how he was suffering because of some girl he was seeing, that being single established to myself how i valued my freedom over my need to be wanted, and that it was completely possible to do so. i'm still not sure if that's true at all. it probably isn't. i'd like both at the same time. but i am the champion at missing the boat for one or the other.

i think that's kind of why void manifest into what they are. this emotionally removed creature who went with the flow, even if it meant surgery from a spider, killing mythical forest critters, and traveling with the spaciest looking centaur-bird imaginable to fulfill their rightful duty of reducing things into nothingness. one of the biggest lessons i've learned as of late is that not everything has a reason nor needs a reason, closure won't always happen nor need to happen, and not knowing the answer or the truth is sometimes for the best. and that's what void represents in the end, i guess, that moving on warrants acceptance more than pursuit sometimes. or something. i don't know.

it's late and i'm tired and rambling because it's late and i'm tired.

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threefourthsginger Featured By Owner May 13, 2015  Student General Artist
Hey there!
I remember that last time I was looking for trades, you commented but by then I was a bit too busy. Well! School is pretty much over and I'm looking to do a couple trades! Would you like to do one with me? :D
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WillowEscapee Featured By Owner May 17, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Heya! Yeah absolutely! I'll be pretty free for the next month too, so I'm down for anything!
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threefourthsginger Featured By Owner May 18, 2015  Student General Artist
Sweet!! :D what would you like me to draw for you?
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WillowEscapee Featured By Owner May 22, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
awesome! could you draw my kiwitaur? willowescapee.deviantart.com/a…
41.media.tumblr.com/6b5637fa1b…
willowescapee.tumblr.com/tagge…
(i haven't made a ref for him yet and it's been 2 years hgngng)

what would you like?
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Foulmouthed-Fangirl Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014
Hullo! Just wanted to stop by and thank you for the llama.
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